my heart is broken and i don't know why. where do i go from here? all i want to do is cry... i cry a little... then i get to that point of where i'm so frustrated that i can't even cry anymore. you know you're fucked when you're wishing you could cry. i have too many thoughts spinning in my head that i can't even figure out what completely to write. all i know is that i want to write something.
hello! just replying to the comment you left on my blog! I use a toothbrush too, but the pain youre talking about probably means youre shoving it down to rough. try putting it gently in until you gag, but keep it there and i guess...pulse it? thats what i do. be careful with the laxatives. i know this is ironic but im studying biology so i know where to draw the line sometimes. they can be really harmful to your body if you use them too much. youre body isnt use to all the stress having an ED brings, so its hard at first. if you ever feel dizzy or bring up stomach bile/blood. STOP, thats when it can get dangerous. ive ended up in the hospital before because of that.
ReplyDeletei hope i helped? dont be shy! its really helpful talking to other people who understand what we go through. have a nice day :)
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